psychosis (er …dream)

19 02 2012

In the Edmonton Journal’s Opinion section there’s a concise rebuttal from Nathan Lemphers of the Pembina Institute to an article written by Jen Gerson in the Calgary Herald.  After reading Jen’s article I just wanted to bring attention to a point in it made by Philippe Reicher of the Canadian Energy Pipeline Association; “Regardless of these fears, Reicher is among many in the pipeline industry who believes Northern Gateway will be approved: It has to be, he said. Pipelines are like highways, they’re necessary to fuel the way we live.

So true.  And that’s the part that hounds me …not that Big Oil is out to destroy the world or makes hoards of money or that they don’t care about causing damage when they develop this infrastructure that fuels the country, but that our way of living largely dictates their actions.  It’s our way of life (the Western Dream of sorts) that makes a large home, two automobiles, convenient shopping opportunities, holidays in the Barbados and a comfortable retirement …not just a necessary accomplishment for most of us but something tied to our idea of success.  Tied to our definition of progress.

Suggestions on how to wake from the dream are welcomed.
*modifications of it are also permitted*





appearances

16 02 2012

In response to a recent Edmonton Sun editorial advancing the view that capital punishment should be reinstated in Canada (click).

I used to be in favor of the death penalty.  An eye for an eye as the Bible states, wasn’t exactly what I had in mind, but to instil the value of life in a would-be murderer I was convinced that a ‘life for a life’ would make the world a better place.  It would be the ultimate deterrent.  If you somehow came to the conclusion that ending someone’s life was so necessary, then you should rightly forfeit your own.  Only then would life’s importance be fully realized.  An eye for an eye was somehow sloppy, but a cold-blooded murder in exchange for your own existence on this planet was something I could get behind.  Sure, it would be messy at the start, but after we tweaked the system a bit …well, we’d see some progress.

The Sun columnist isn’t advocating anything as drastic as myself though.  S/he seems content with the death penalty being decreed for only those murderers who have nothing more to give society other than a pricey bill for their jail time.  Jail time that, in case you need reminding, we tax payers must reluctantly cover.  These murderers after all, serve no other purpose, and us keeping them alive to enjoy all those jail house freedoms and perks that many goodhearted poor and homeless might only dream about, amounts to a slap in the face.  It’s as if they got away with murder …and are laughing at us from the confines of their cozy cells.  The lives of hardened killers like Paul Bernardo, Robert Pickton and Russell Williams (whom the columnist mentions) are essentially a write-off, and in the majority opinion of the law-abiding, moral members of our society, their absence would not only be of good fortune, but a blight finally removed from the upstanding citizenry this country is known and respected for.

Or something to that effect.

The problem is that society is more than appearances, and there’s a core that kinda binds us together.  Consider a few questions for example …how is it that Russell Williams, through so many years of service, arrived to the prominence he did as a Colonel in the Canadian Military without showing any signs of his criminal tendencies?  How was it that Robert Pickton was able to murder and depose of as many people as he did (throughout all those years as well) without any suspicions being raised between those who came in contact with him?  How was Paul Bernardo able to persuade his wife to help him torture the girls he killed… and what enabled him to lure them and the many he raped in the first place?  You might argue that these men were killers who simply outwitted us, but there’s far more to it than that.  There’s questions about military secrecy for example, or how its chain of command possibly lacks certain checks and balances.  There’s questions about neighbors, friends and acquaintances turning a blind eye or not recognizing important aspects in a persons’ character, or even remaining silent while noticing something is amiss.  There’s questions about the subjugation of women and the assumed role of power and influence men have over them.  And let’s not forget the question of our role in these killer’s actions as well …because as removed as these men may seem from most of us, they still share much of our way of life.  They do after all, come from that same core.

But deeper questions like these, possibly answered in some obscure and remote paper years after our collective interest has waned, aren’t really on our minds for long …and who among us isn’t silently thinking to themselves “If I was around, these guys would never have gotten away with what they did …not on my watch!”  But the truth is it does, and all the time.  And the truth is that these types of questions get glanced over in our haste to assign blame and bring about a quick resolution so we can get on with our own lives.  Killing is simple ….killers, not so much.  They were, after all, ‘normal’ – just like us at one time, and their path to the dark side wasn’t sudden or premeditated but instead a gradual and apparently undetectable decent.  When we don’t take the time and consider the details behind their actions and how it is that they go astray, we only allow similar situations to recur further down the road.  We fail to learn from our past and become destined to repeat our mistakes.  Destined to allow more killing.  Seldom are things black and white during that transition to a cold-blooded killer, and saying ‘he’s evil’ after the fact just isn’t good enough …we have to attempt to understand why.  Locking them up and throwing away the key is convenient, but doesn’t help as persons with similar lifestyles and habits will eventually replace them and force us to issue more locks and keys.

No, it’s never as simple as we think.  As far as we’ve come in decoding the mind of the serial killer, we do ourselves a disservice by ridding ourselves of their physical presence and not attempting to further understand the complexities and reasoning behind why they gradually stray from the herd.  The death penalty is in effect a convenient way of hiding the problem, but not dealing with it.  It’s like a fresh, clean band-aid over a wound that requires extensive surgery.  A short sighted fix to something far more complex.  And it’s removing a burden, in my opinion, that doesn’t deserve to be removed.  In another recent Sun column (sorry for the Sun bashing this time around) a similar take on logic is made when discussing the issue of drug dealing among teenagers.  The article is titled Show No Mercy To Dealers Of Death: Pushers of toxic junk drugs to young people should be left to rot in some dark hole.  The interesting comments are below…

“While we can’t fathom the mental processes of those who invite their own premature death, we’ve got a good grasp on what motivates the scum peddling this garbage.  Pure greed.  —[The police] took the unprecedented step of putting out the pictures of two 19 year-olds charged in the seizure of half a kilo of a drug being sold as ecstasy…” pg. 15, Sunday Feb. 12, 2012.

Here the columnist implies that while we can understand the reasoning behind selling drugs, we can’t fathom the reasoning behind those wanting to use them.  Well …no, this is incorrect.  You can understand why young people gravitate to drug use, but it’s complicated and usually revolves around self-esteem, peer pressure, family situations, school environments, boredom, alienation, calls for help etc., etc. – and to simply throw your hands up in the air and call their behavior unfathomable while at the same time apparently solving the cognitive workings of a similarly aged 19 year old drug dealer is both ludicrous and irresponsible.  You’ve solved the problem only by reducing the complexities of the situation ….but in reality you haven’t solved anything, and when this drug disappears and these dealers are eventually placed in the system, those same ‘unfathomable’ kids will have found a new way to find their release and there will be new ‘pushers’ to give them what they want.  You buy yourself some time perhaps, but nothing is truly solved.

Just as nothing is solved by prematurely erasing killers like Paul Bernardo, Russell Williams and Robert Pinkton from the face of the Canadian criminal system.  There will be others to replace them unless you address the underlying complexities that led to their existence.  Sure you’ll save yourself some money with capital punishment, but I’d hope those who make up this country care more about attempting to comprehend the issues of murder over saving a little bit of money by sweeping certain less-desirables under the carpet.  There’s a purpose for these unfathomable killers being left alive …reminding you that there will be others to replace them when they’re gone.  Reminding you that something is broken.  Reminding you that things still need to be fixed.  Reminding you that, in some small way, you had a hand in making them who they are.  Most importantly perhaps, reminding you that you’re not one of them.  You’re not a killer.

It takes far less effort kill off a few bad apples than to have to deal with why they got that way in the first place, and this deceptive appeal is probably similar to what lured those like Pickton, Williams and Bernardo down the dark roads they traveled.  I’m not saying we’re like them …but then at some point in out lives we were like them, and it’s imperative that we continuously pursue the reasons that make/made them so different from the rest of us.  And erasing their lives from the world doesn’t erase what they’ve done, because as convenient as it may seem and as good as it may look from an appearance point of view …we’re more than appearances.  We’re something deeper than that.  And as a proud and righteous society, we genuinely care about solving problems that occasionally, we ourselves create.





Gateway Pipeline

18 01 2012

Maybe before we go through this Gateway, we should ask ourselves a few questions about our desired future.“  The quote is from an article in the Edmonton Journal by Mike Robinson of the Bill Reid Foundation.

That’s what bothers me most about our Government’s ‘git er done’ approach concerning the export of Western oil.  It’s as if jobs, the economy, jobs and more jobs are the only factors worth considering.  That’s the appearance at least, especially if you glance through local media.  I appreciate the concern too of potentially affected communities and the damage a theoretical spill may have on them, but even that is somewhat short-sighted given the ‘earthly’ concerns that spread far beyond our boundaries.  Sure we may provide ‘safe’ oil, ‘secure’ oil and even ‘environmentally friendly’ oil (spin is a wonderful thing) …but for what purpose?  To use obviously.  To use, to generate more use, and to eventually come back to haunt us like a dark cloud might drift across an unprotectable boarder.  The bigger picture needs to be looked at, and I haven’t heard anyone locally suggest talking about it.  Aside from this article in today’s paper that is.  Lol, but I suppose I don’t get out much either.

Mike Robinson also mentioned a book by Thomas Berger – Northern Frontier, Northern Homeland: the Report of the Mackenzie Valley Pipeline Inquiry (1977).  I remember reading this back in one of my early University classes.  I completely forget the course (obviously an option of some sort) and I recall only the Native Canadian instructor and some discussion with my Dad (who worked for oil companies for most of his life) around some things the book had to say.  Again, I don’t recall what we talked about other than talking, but considering how damning the report was then to pipeline development, they probably weren’t the most uninteresting conversations.  But it is odd how, as Mike suggests, we’re still at the same place we were over 30 years ago.  I suppose the national economy isn’t something to write home about, foreign enterprise isn’t as uneventful as it once was and the general state of connectedness we share with other countries is only adding to our pile of concerns …which only makes the lure of easy oil money that much more appealing.

To state the obvious this planet isn’t getting any less crowded.  I don’t think it’s a matter of whether or not these pipelines will happen, but more the case of when they’ll happen.  And unfortunately, given our present concerns at least, I don’t think another 30 years is going to make a difference in how we handle them.  But here’s hoping.

Image from yukondigitallibrary.ca





just a rant

17 01 2012

Windchill.  I hate the term.  It’s often the weather persons’ goto ploy for excitement around here …appearing to milk all they can of the not-so-unusual as if their jobs depended on it.  And perhaps they do, although I’d assume every station manager knows the weather in Edmonton is essentially unremarkable for 360 days of the year.  Yet still, windchill is at the front of the forecasters’ toolbox.  And I suppose it gets people talking.  We’re starving for something out of the normal, and a typical -30 Cel. day with some wind seems to suffice even though it, oddly, comes around every Winter.  Is the regularity somehow baffling this time around ;)

I guess it’s a boring town.  Not much to talk about.  Maybe it’s the case that the beehive of activity around it actually keeps us warm?  It’s all about the extremes it seems, on both ends of the spectrum too.  Oddly though, the forecasters don’t feel the cooling winds during the Summer are worth mentioning.  It’s the exciting stuff we’re after.  The news stories.  That’s why I’ve yet to hear a weather personality in July proclaim it’s 31 Cel. outside but with the wind it only feels like 24 Cel.  Nope, that just wouldn’t be exciting.

It’s Winter people.
What did you expect?





just one more…

8 01 2012

Why is it that whenever I have to visit the mall (movie with a friend the other day …poor excuse, I know) I feel sick to my stomach?  That we’re on the wrong track or something.  What is it about the enormous numbers of people shopping that discourages me about our priorities?  Or about our future?  It’s not that we’re bad people …heck, we’re just people doing what people do, and maybe that’s the thing; we’re doing what people do.  What others do.  What others want us to do as well.  We’re too busy doing it to really think about it …if that can be.  We’ve got our blinders on (with ‘gucci’ engraved along the side) and we just go, go, go.  Non-stop.  The end being irrelevant, or rather the end being something we don’t care to think about.  And perhaps it’s easier that way, to just go with the flow?  And keep going.  And going and going…

And perhaps the idea of consuming has become routine for many of us?  Perhaps it’s become associated with living, and in some strange sense we feel that if we’re not consuming then we’re not living.  Maybe it’s become a purpose for many, a purpose that’s become entwined with the idea of success?  The two inextricably linked like money and power.  Status seems to play a role as well.  I was out with some friends looking for a place to eat last night along a popular and trendy section of the city and had absolutely zero luck.  Everything was completely full.  All the restaurants had line-ups and waiting lists and were packed with youth and fashion and style and power.  Fifty feet away from the melee however, sat a ‘lesser’ establishment with cheaper food and an un-hip sounding name ….and it was almost completely empty.  The food probably tasting ever-so-slightly worse (if you can actually make nachos any worse that is) and the drinks probably identical.   And yet this place was empty, or more accurately …not in style.

And that’s what appears to drive us at times, that need to be in style.  Whether it be in fashion or food or culture or in our attitude and the way we project ourselves.  A constant need to keep up with those ephemeral ‘Joneses’ that pull us along by some invisible tether.  A need to be new.  To be different.  To be not what we were …or what we are.  A need to be changing which implies a moving forward and a progression.  ’Now is passé’ might be an accurate summation, and the moment has been cast aside for the future.  And of course we feel the future is bright …er, brighter then now that is.  And that too is the crux of it; that we seem to be looking for something more than what we have.  Which, oddly, implies that we don’t have something.

And what is that?  I don’t know -lol.  Personally, I think it’s an illusion of sorts.  I think our perception of lacking a certain something is a result of being told that we’re lacking a certain something.  We’ve fallen for the belief that our lives are constantly in need and that our situation could always be better.  We’ve been convinced that we can never be really happy, and so we work harder to make more money and eventually find that we’re still not happy …and on and on it goes.  We push and push and push ourselves to achieve some unrealistic or undefined goal, convinced that ‘happy’ will be right around that next corner.  That perfection and contentment will be just one change away.

Or one purchase away.





whew

13 12 2011

Iran reject US request to return captured drone” …”The US Secretary of State, Hillary Clinton, has admitted it is likely that the drone will not be returned. She said on Monday that despite numerous “provocations” from Iran, the US would pursue a “diplomatic approach”.

I had to double check the definition of the word ‘diplomacy’, but it seems that you indeed can be spying on the country you’re interested in being diplomatic with.  That is, it’s OK to be untrusting and be diplomatic.  Whew!  It’s interesting too how the word ‘provocations’ is used to contrast the US attempt at relations with Iran.  That is, if one party is provocating then the other is obviously not.  Whew!  And finally, it’s great to see that Hillary didn’t get her hopes up for getting her malfunctioning spy-plane back.  I mean, could you imagine the disappointment so close to Christmas and all.  Double whew!

Honestly, I think we’re getting closer and closer to that Orwellian dream.

In other exciting non-news, I donated to Wikipedia the other day.  $10.  I try to donate once a year.  Just like I do at my local library.  I understand too that Wikipedia is edited by people like me.  Not people like me per se, but people like me who have a desire to contribute to the information on a Wikipedia page.  Yes, that means there will be drunken idiots (I said people like me, right -lol) offering information to the world in their own drunken ways, but at the other end of the scale there will be people who are concise, articulate and knowledgable about the information they enter.  As far as I can tell though, Wikipedia has enough non-drunken people perusing the site to catch those who are up to no good …drunken or knowledgeable!  My point is, Wikipedia is us.  And us is smart …er, smarter. At least I hope we are.

Which is why I approach Wikipedia as a general source on the information I require ….and not the source.  I understand how it’s constructed.  I appreciate its probability of error.  I know that it’s only as reliable as those who edit it, and I take that into consideration when I skim its pages.  I realize that I don’t contribute information to Wikipedia articles just as I realize I don’t contribute suggestions to the books my Library purchases with the money I give them.  I use Wikipedia to get information that sends me to my Libraries, and I use my Libraries to get information that sends me again to Wikipedia.  I use Wikipedia as a source to find other online information, and use other online information to find yet other similar information, and use this similar information to find yet more detailed information and so on and so on until I’m at least somewhat knowledgable on the subject I’m hoping to become knowledgeable on.  Whew!

Wikipedia is only a start in that knowledge-seeking process, and I happen to find it’s a wonderful start.  But it’s by no means the ends …and nor should it be.  And for less than $1 a month I appreciate the ability to read something online without being inundated by advertising at every click.  Did I ever mention I hate advertising?

I think so.





logic?

5 12 2011

It seems Canada will not renew its commitment (if you can call it that, some would argue) to the Kyoto Protocol on CO2 emissions.  Its contention that it needs “commitments from major emitters such as the United States and China.” before it can get on board with the process is ….well, interesting.  Especially when you consider the tither we’re working ourselves into over future projects that would deliver raw material through the Keystone XL and Northern Gateway pipelines; supplying oil to both the United States and China respectively.  Can you take the high ground and be the dealer at the same time?  I’m not sure if the word hypocritical applies here or not, but I will say it is heart-warming to see the desire for economic prosperity trumping common sense.

(just beaming with pride sometimes…)